Past ramblings

3/25/04

so I'll write down all the bs that keeps trolling 'round my head.
I'll think of songs and words to fill these lines.
I'll look for all the answers in deviant little thoughts.
I'll try to bring up reasons in these rhymes.

"it must be awful to try to fly with paper wings in the rain."

And away I go. Whatever comes to mind. I don't have to be a part of it. My fingers know the keys.
My mind dribbles on wihtout me.

I keep thinking it will all come to me some day.
I keep thinking the creative juices havn't gone away.
I write while you're away. I need moments of "space".
I want to stop starting sentences with "I".

Let's try AND

And tomorrow offers no relief.
No belief.
No release
from these dreams.
I live inside a fantasy
of you
of me
so far from real.
I live with hope neverending.
While reality simply remains empty.

Where are all the tomorrows I dreamed about today?
Shouldnt' they be here by now?
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Magnetic poems at my friend's office 3/27

We soar together

friends in life

the woman of purple

and I
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Love is the only the

frantic cry from madmen
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she screams sweet bitter aching love

delicate storms of delirious want
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Sleeping by the lazy summer lake

drunk on days and time with you
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A symphony of a thousand diamonds

plays when he is near
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Please tell me who

will shake me from

my iron dress of sadness
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These moments rusts

like repulsive lust

I mean to see

no chains on my feet
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